
I spent the last week at Lake McClure with a bunch of crazy
high schoolers, whom I love to death. Each time I am with them, they open my
eyes to new things and allow me to view life from a completely different angle.
This week they were challenged by the speaker to change their schools. They
were challenged to stand up for Jesus and watch the change that Jesus could
cause. There was one overwhelming response for why they did not do this: fear.
We are so afraid. We are afraid that people will laugh at us for believing in God. We are afraid they will think we need a “crutch.” We are afraid of change, because change is hard. We are afraid if we really live for God, we will lose friends. And the scariest part is: most of these are probably true.
Jesus never promised that our lives as Christians would be easy. He told us that in order to live for Him, we have to die to ourselves. He says “whoever wants to save his life will lose it.” We have to give up our own desires for the sake of His desires. Maybe it is just me, but that promise does not really make me feel less afraid; it makes me feel even more uncomfortable.
However, then there is this other part of the promise. There is the promise that, “whoever loses his life for me will find it.” He says that he has come that we could live life to the fullest. It is just not the life that we always imagine. I can dream up the perfect life for myself with the nice husband and the 2.5 kids running in the backyard of a huge house in some small town where we spend the rest of our lives. But that life is probably not the life God has dreamed for me.
He has a life planned for me that revolves around making Him known. It revolves around loving Him and loving people. Somehow, that life seems more exciting. Yes, that life seems scary. I told my sister the other day that most of what I have done recently scares me to death. However, I know that when I follow God’s plan, my life is going to work. Maybe not the way that I think my life should work, or the way that anyone else thinks it should work, but it will work the way He thinks it should. Yes, it is a scary thing, but I want the life that he has planned.
And so I am searching for confidence in God. I cannot place my confidence in people or in things, because they will all fail me. I think that was the hardest thing for us to grasp last week. We should be so confident in God’s plan, and so in love with Him, that we naturally are sharing Jesus with whomever we meet. It is not easy. It is scary. But it is what we are called to do.
-Becky
Father's Day weekend commemorates 2 years that we began our journey away from Florida. It will forever be one of the hardest weekends of my life. We said goodbye to a community and church we loved.
For the next two months our church will be home to Becky Gudnason of Santa Cruz, CA. Becky was a former student of mine while I pastored at Santa Cruz Bible Church. Her father was the Jr. High Pastor and her mom works for Mt. Hermon Christian Camps and Conference Center.
Kaleo: the greek word meaning “to be called”
Epic: noting or pertaining to a long composition, usually centered upon a hero, in which a series of great achievements or events is narrated in elevated style
These two words have been rolling around in my head for the last week or so. They’ve come up in conversation and my thoughts times. Two very random words and yet they both carry so much meaning.
As I watched some of my best friends walk onto the podium and receive their high school diplomas today, I realized this is another chapter in the epic of their lives. We’ve been called to greatness. We’ve been called to live epic lives. We were made for a specific purpose. So many people just wander through life moving from one day to the next, never looking for their calling. To live that way is to waste a life, to waste a calling. We can be used by the Creator of the Universe for his Glory, and yet we settle to float through life without meaning or purpose. Why is that? Are we afraid to fail? Are we ignorant that there is more to life? Or are we simply too lazy to discover our calling? What is it about us that causes us to forget our calling, our kaleo?
I think the majority of the time, it comes down to our laziness and ignorance. We forget that we are called to live epic lives, centered around The Hero. We forget that our lives are not our own to live. We try to place “calling” into a little box. We may be called to a weeklong missions trip, but not to a life of missions. That would be too difficult. We may be called to volunteer once a week, but never to a life of ministry. It is easier to just allow life to happen instead of searching for our calling. It is easier to sit back and take the easy way out every time. But is that ease worth missing out on a life centered around heroism and greatness? I think not.
Calling is so much more than just the small things. Kaleo is about each and every day. It is about making each decision in order to live an epic lives.
We are called to live epic lives. We have purpose and calling. What would the world look like if we all strived to find our calling and to live epic lives? I’d like to live in that world.
-Becky
"And you shall say to them, ‘This is the nation that did not obey the voice of the Lord their God, and did not accept discipline; truth has perished; it is cut off from their lips."
Jeremiah 7:28
In about a week, I will be addressing the seniors of Santa Cruz Bible Church. However, I need a little help from some of you.
The Airborne Toxic Event: The Airborne Toxic Event
There are tracks on this album that you wish wouldn't end. "Sometime Around Midnight" is one of those tracks. There are a few other standouts on this album. Overall, I enjoyed it the first half a dozen times but I'm not sure I'll go back to it often. Where the album loses me is when it finds itself repeating the same melodic arrangement, never finding a pulse. (***)
Konk
The Kooks: Konk
This is a favorite discovery of mine. I really enjoy the familiar british sound that enjoy, however, they string it together into a complete album ready for consumption. I highly recommend this album for fans of Bishop Allen and Death Cab. (****)
I'm Like a Virgin Losing a Child
Manchester Orchestra: I'm Like a Virgin Losing a Child
I'm on the 3rd or 4th spin of this album and like it more each time. If you like Oasis or a touch of Death Cab...then you'll dig this. (****)
Viva La Vida/Prospekt's March
Coldplay: Viva La Vida/Prospekt's March
I think I'm enjoying this more than the full album. The cut's on the EP are less predictable. (*****)
Jean-Philippe Marty: Pascal Pensees
Not for the faint of heart. A little difficult to understand what you're reading at times, however the Pensees occupy a unique place in history of religious meditation. (*****)
Mark Driscoll: The Radical Reformission: Reaching Out without Selling Out
(****)